Stressfull day today :/ kind of long! but need to get it out.

[shanesxhotxmama]

May 03,2009 12:14 AM

**This is all about may 02,2009* but Iam just settiling down now to write about it, so it is 5/03 now cause its after 12am so no one is confused!!**

I have a bashing headache attacking only the right side of my head. The day started off sluggish today and I could see a gray day ahead of me! My son ws already starting to act up and my fiance was getting on my case, about what? I don't know because lately its always something. As I am in the process of potty training my 2 1/2 year old son, he adds on a HUGE mess for me to clean up!! He had a new found discovery of being able to open the fridge, so he empties a WHOLE CARTON of eggs on to the floor. That was Lovely! and also wadded up toilet paper got it wet and threw that around the house. Where were the parents you might ask? asleep! we all went down for a nap and his USUAL routine of ALWAYS wakeing me up, the moment he did was not accomplished. Tired from the previous days, I was in much of a deep sleep and so was fiance. So he; Shane Jr. his name is, had a fun time exploring around the house today.

Now I am very much awake and cleaning the mess, my mother calls to remind me she is on her way to pick me up to go visit my incacerated brother. I tell my fiance, he gets pissed; this is all while i am cleaning up the gooey slimey egg on the floor and very short tempered at this time. Now its 7pm, and my fiance is now arguing with me while my mother is about 20 min. from my house, saying that i shouldn't be going out like this on a sat. night. im telling him are you effin serious I am going to a jail to visit my locked up brother, he is not having it. I am done wasting my breath and going no where with him!! Its just like beating my head against a brick wall and thats probably why i have a headache. So the jail is long distance from where we live, so its a pretty good ride. I leave, visit my brother, chat with my mom on the ride. It was ok. I get back home, its now about 10-10:30pm and I'm still hearing it from my fiance!!! I can't believe it. I am already like enough already. Then just about an hour ago he came up to me and apologized. :-) I am still pissed that he made such a big deal, and this is all the time. He makes a big deal, wants me to flip-out and be dramatic (which I wasn't this time,cause Im not fueling his fire) and then he gets to say sorry mama, baby i love you? and I say its O.K blah blah blah. And everything is gravy and back to rainbows and cotton candy?! this is getting tireing! so i am very stressed and tired at the moment :/ i could be better. but I'm much more relieved I got it out, even if no one reads or anything, I still wrote it down and said how i felt and I feel better thats all that matters to mee. I still have that headach but its a little easier to breath!!

GoodBye Ladies! Will Write Back Again :)

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May. 3, 2009 at 5:30 PM

Hi shanesxhotxmama,

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