Baby Number 4

[mummy24]

Although i have already bought 3 beautiful daughters into the world safely and struggle free, on my 4th baby i am finding it very difficult to carry her. I have gone into premature labour twice,been given steroids,have been hospitalized twice,have alopisha and diagnosed with PGP and still have 10 weeks to go!!
I am finding it very hard 2 cope with this pregnancy, both physically and emotionally, i know my partner is finding things hard 2 although he would never admit as he feels he has 2 be strong for me. I am begining to feel useless because i am having such a hard time looking after my baby while she is inside me, especially after bringing her 3 sisters into the world easily. Could do with some advice on how to cope with these feelings but none of my friends seem to understand, surprise surprise!!!!!!!!!!