:o) ITS A WONDERFUL LIFE :o)

[divamomma26]

 

It just astonishes me how a mom can do everything from laundry, cooking, cleaning, chauffeur to school events & sports events, be the PTO mom & team mom, make sure all the kids' needs are taken care of, take them to the doctors, & care for them when they are sick means nothing! Don't get me wrong it does & my family makes sure I know they appreciate all that I do. But all of a sudden the BM decides she is going to be the "perfect/good" mommy and be there and make others think she is always there. But my question to her is where the hell was you during football, basketball, programs, awards, doctors appointments, birthdays? Where are you when they are sick or their heart is broken?Want to know where NO WHERE!!!!!! Who is the one to tell them " your mom is not coming"  & has to see the hurt in their eyes......I AM!!!!! What right do you have just to come back in the childs life out of no where? Yea you might be the BM but that is it, cause sweetie " ANY WOMEN CAN BE A MOM, BUT IT TAKES SOMEONE SPECIAL TO BE A MOTHER". I might be the SM but you know something I AM the mommy I am the one always there & raising  him & NO women will come in and take that from me!!! I wish people would realise that there is NO such thing as a PART-TIME PARENT, you are either one ALL the time or your not. You can't just decide to be one when its convient for you & will make you look good. You can try all you want but we all know who the REAL mommy & women is & that is ME!!!!!!!


Ok now that  that is out on to better things. Passed portfolio review and got an A in English, passed my final Math exam with an A and recieved a B in the class. Now I am on vaccation for two weeks.....thak GOD I so need it too. Go back the 26th & will be going 4 days a week taking Medical Termenology & Intermediate Algerbra. WOOHOO!!!!But the thing that stinks is I was only going to take 4 credit hours but found out if I wanted my FSSA to stay the same and not drop  I had to add 2 credit hours but of course there is no 2 credit hour classes so I dropped the 1 credit hour class & added a 3 credit hour class & kept the books from the other class( going to have to take it in the fall any ways) & now my FSSA is back to normal. Boys are doing awesome in baseball, fire department is keeping us busy; working on fish fry right now so if you want Jonah Fish Fry tickets let me know :O) Praying everything works out so the adoption can go through and we will finally be a complete family! And we all know it took Johnathon a looooong time to finally get me to give in to the adoption because I didn't want to listen to his family when it does go through. But you know to the ones (and you know who you are) that don't want it to this is what I have to say to you......Johnathon wanted it for the longest time & you can stay the hell out of our lives if that is how you feel because I am already tired of you treating us like a piece of shit!!!! You know I have a truly blessed, awesome life!!!!! A wonderful husband who after almost 9 years of marriage still gives me butterflies & I find sexy as hell, 5 awesome munchkins, amazing friends ( a bestie that is so much more then just a friend....I love her), & a wonderful family. GOD has truly blessed me! Yea things are tight & I get down but you know its not worth dwelling on the negitive but to have a positive out look & attitude is so much more rewarding. By doing that everything turns out for the best & falls into place. Well I guess that is it for now... I will up date yall later on things cause we all know this is going to be a busy summer WOOHOO!!! Between vacation, cookouts, beaches, school, sports, family time there will be lots to let you know what is going on! Specially with the adoption :O)

*hugs & muah*