I Can't Believe This

[Nef8eria]

I keep telling myself to breathe, you know, exhale. My husband and I decided to give our mom's dinner  for mother's day. Everything was alright (even the akward comments from my mother in law about how tight my capris were, and how much marble cake i should not eat) until 3 minutes ago.

We keep our deep freezer in the shed it kind of stops us from over eating and helps us save money on grocery. I went out there to get meat to thaw and a snack for the kids while they wait for dinner. To my surprise the snacks, chocolate milk, 8 pounds of chicken breast, and 2 pounds of talapia were funking up the shed!  I gagged because of the scent. Then I just said oh shoot, I must have left something out. Walking further into the shed I saw that I'd left several things out. Oh man, I'm disappointed I wanted to have chopped chicken bar b cue sandwiches & fries on thursday. 

I have been under a lot of pressure the last few months. I am so ready for it to go away. They say pressure make a diamond, I'm getting pessimistic and saying pressure breaks a pipe! At this point I'm ready to say I need a wife to help keep me together.

I think people think staying at home is easy. It is not if you're like me. I've always believed in working and earning what I want. I had to ask my husband for money on Saturday. TV jokes about women who LOVE asking their husbands for money. I LOVE having my own $ching$ $ching$. I like that relieved look he has on his face because I have my own. Oh boy, I'm just gonna press on. Even though my dinner plans for the week have to be dramatically altered. I'll keep on grinding and try not to cry.