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I am so done with life, I just want to kill myself!!!
- May 12, 2009 at 2:19 AM
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My life is in total shambles. Nothing ever goes right! Every decision I make seems to be the bad one resulting in more loss and pain. No matter how hard I try nobody likes me. I feel like I fail my family each and everyday with every bad decision I have made. What can a person do? Where can they go? What will it take to begin making the right decision? Everyone tells me Jesus is the answer, and I have given my life to him, yet I am still in this dulldrum of a life. Everyone says, do this do that, yet I have and still no positive results. I just can't take it anymore. My mind is overwhelmed with financial problems, marraige problems, family problems that I can't think clearly or sanely anymore. How do you keep thinking positive when time after time you're beaten down by society and its cost of living and a family to raise? Will these tough times ever end? Why is it when you are born on the wrong side of the tracks you seem to stay there no matter how hard you try to rise above? Why is it that everyone around you can be lucky to get their jobs, their homes, their cars, and you cannot no matter what even achieve any security?
The average questions asked by an average person that suffers mild to extreme depression.
Its all so easy to give up hope.
Its so easy to feel useless.
Its so easy to toss your hands in the air in defeat.
But I have news for you...
All it takes is will to go thru each day
and friends to help be the light at the end of the tunnel
a little bit of strength to see you thru to the end.
Have you been a friend to someone lost and hurting lately?
Don't let your friends fall victim to the silent killer
known as....
Depression.....
Comments:
Thanks for posting this, I hope it helps someone!
I server from server depression... and yes having good loyal friends helps alot... Thanks for this post....
oh sweetie believe me no matter what you will get threw this i know most of my life has been like yours and have had the same mood but you have your child that needs her mom and you do make a difference in peoples life i am not a christian but i do believe in a higher being.please pm me or chat i know we dont know each other but i will listen
The Bible does NOT promise that life would be easy. It just promises that He will NEVER leave us or forsake us. Our job is not to get out of this test called life, but to pass it.
My mother was severely depressed when I was a kid and it was very, very scary.
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What are the problems and how can I help. Don't give up. No matter how bad it seems, the answer is not giving up. Talk to me, I want to help. PM me if you need to. Hugs, Barbara
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