I had a dream that I found a note in my boyfriend pocket. It was a quote for a prostitute: Anal sex $50 with a phone number written in green ink. In the dream I confront him and he doesn't care he hurt me by cheating on me so he could get anal sex. Then I commit suicide.
I decided to go online and find out what it meant:
Cheating: To dream of infidelity (either by you or someone else), forewarns of your actions with the opposite sex or you will suffer dire consequences. You are harboring guilt over a sexual relationship. Alternatively, you are feeling unsatisfied with your current relationship. You want to seek a more exotic sex life. Or you are feeling emotionally confined and need an outlet for your feelings.
To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, highlights your insecurities and your fears of being abandoned. You may feel some lack of attention in the relationship or that he or she is being less affectionate. Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others.
To dream about anal sex, represents submission. You may be afraid to yield to the wants and desires of others.
To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, indicates your fears of being abandoned. You may feel a lack of attention in the relationship. Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others. This notion may stem from issues of trust or self-esteem.
Suicide-To dream that you commit suicide, suggests that conditions in your life are so frustrating that you no longer want to deal with the situation or relationship You may be harboring feelings of guilt that you cannot get over and thus turning the aggression on yourself. You need to start approaching problems from a different angle. Alternatively, it may suggest that you are saying good-bye to one aspect of yourself and hello to a whole new you. It is symbolic of a personal transformation or a new stage in your life.
Green-Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, fertility, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. Green is also symbolic of your strive to gain recognition and establish your independence. Money, wealth and jealousy are often associated with this color.
Dark green indicates materialism, cheating, deceit, and/or difficulties with sharing. You need to balance between your masculine and feminine attributes
Prostitute-Your waking principle are too rigid. On a negative side, you may be harboring feelings of guilt and negative attitudes toward relationships. You are having difficulties integrating love and sexuality. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor suggesting that you are "prostituting" yourself in some situation emotionally or morally. Are you selling yourself in some way?
To see a phone number in your dream, suggests that you need to make contact with someone and reach out for help.
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