ok.

[xZachsxMomx]

so its been said that I am dirty. that I don't know how to 'keep' a house.

For those of you that actually care about me & know about my situation you would know that I am bipolar. I went thru a very very very hard time since last december. I slept practically for 2 months straight. couldnt get up and do anything, but stay in bed. Robert was the biggest fuckin support I had during that time. Hes not perfect, Im not perfect. But seriously I clean as much as I can as often as I can, seriously sometimes I cannot make myself get up, sometimes its hard on me to make myself shower. I'm not proud of where I live, its a shithole. money is so tight right now, my s/o is only working 31 hours every 2 weeks. so frikkin 15 hours a week average. hes been everywhere lookin for jobs. no one will hire him because he doesnt have his h.s. diploma.

so label all you will, I know that I try my fuckin best.

[CrazyCaliGirl]

May. 12, 2009 at 7:00 PM

Why even care what some stupid girl on the internet has to say about your real life?They dont know you, or what you are going through. You are a good person, and those who really know who you are, are they only people that matter.

[aidensmommy1105]

May. 12, 2009 at 7:04 PM

I know how you feel. My apt is a mess and I have a hard time getting up the energy to clean, and even get up. Try not to take what someone said to heart. usually people project onto others what they feel about themselves. I hope you start feeling better and if you need to talk, pm me.

[missmissy]

May. 12, 2009 at 7:06 PM

*hugs*

[JamieC207]

May. 13, 2009 at 2:42 PM

You should see my place! I hear and understand ya totally but, don't worry about the people who don't! ♥

[Daemons_mommy]

May. 13, 2009 at 3:33 PM

Don't know you or your situation but I came across this and wanted to comment. Sorry someone on here made you feel bad. We all have kids and sometimes a perfect house is just not in the cards. There's always tomorrow to try and get stuff done.

I wanted to tell you that there are some good cleaning groups on here to help get you motivated. The Cleaning Game Group is the best. It really helps to know that other people have messy houses and we are all working together. It helps me stay on track during the day. If you are interested come and check it out :)

Hugs for you and have a good day!