A story of failure

[mom2jade]

a walk though a hall, a walk on the porch i wait for your car. You go stragiht to bed, no kisses, no hugs, no I love yous are said. I want to cry i cant cry in bed, i walk outside try to tell myself your mine forever but i know. I know you were another one, I am a forgiving soul don't want you to leave but i know every day your with her. Do you remember when you loved me. do you remember lovve so strong. Was it something i said, somehow i drove you to her. I wont make you stay just answer me this  does she love you like this? Do you keep her warm? Let her sleep in your arms? Like you did with me?

And maybe if i give you some time you'll come back and you'll want me again. Thats a nice thought I bought the type of underwear she wears. i think you'll like them i would wear anything to have you back. And i need to stay strong we have a beautiful daughter. Don't you still love her? she asks wheres daddy. it nearly makes me melt. I have to go to bed our daughter wakes me up and if you read this please come home. please be my miracle you could make me so happy

[fairy74]

May. 17, 2009 at 2:44 AM

Oh sweetie I hope things get better for you and he realizes what he has before it's too late.  Hugs.

[ksinclair]

May. 26, 2009 at 10:34 AM

Breaks my heart.  I'm sorry, but you don't need and shouldn't want someone that treats you like that.  If he wants someone else, let him go.  I just hate the fact that he is taking the daddy away from your daughter.  I hope everything works out for the best.

[Rachael]

May. 26, 2009 at 10:41 AM

Oh hun you are worth so much better.  I truly hope things work out the way you want them to.  {{hugs}}

[redheadsmommie]

May. 31, 2009 at 2:52 AM

You brought me to TEARS!!!! I've been in your shoes...If he is the right one he will see it! But try not to let it get you down...Your a mom, I know you can be strong!:) If you ever want to talk feel free to pm me!