I want a large Family!

[MamaBee2Glory]

I know it's not for everyone, but I have always wanted a large family.  I am not talking about 20 kids, but I always thought I would have at least 4 kids.  Now, at this point in my life I have been pregnant a total of 3 times and only have one living child.  My first pregnancy ended at 7 weeks.  2 years later my daughter was induced 6 weeks early because my blood pressure was WAY to high.  A hear and a half later my last pregnancy ended with a miscarriage at 13 weeks.  Now my doctor is worried about me trying again.  I am so frustrated. My birth family everyone breeds like rabbits.  Why is it so hard for me to get pregnant, let alone carry to term.  I am starting to wonder if my dream of a large family is going to become even more complicated.  At 31 I feel like I have failed my husband.  I am hoping the doctor finds what ever may be causing some of these problems with all the blood test she is going to run.

Thank you for listening to me.  I feel bad for complaining when I have a daughter and some people never get to even be pregnant.