I wish I was more motivated to get out there and go to school and get a good job. I'm scared most of the time. I think I'm not right for just about everything. I know I'm smart. I have alot of common sense and pick up on things easily but I feel like I know squat when it comes to what it takes to have a good job nowadays. I don't even know what I want to do. There are things I'm interested in but I don't think I can make a career out of anytime soon. And I don't feel I can just go to school and forget about my financial and parental responsibilities that I have right now. A degree will help in the long run but I am afraid I won'tbe able to keep up and will shut down from overload. I don't think I can handle it. I'm afraid of wasting my time on something that will never see results. I have issues with alot. I wish I could just push my fears aside and strive for more, for better. But instead I live in general misery but I'm comfortable in it, its familiar. I feel stupid but can't change my ways. I'm trying to find a WAH job but I feel I can't relate to any of them. I don't want to talk to people by phone. I don't reach out to strangers online much less for a product. service or referral. And I am not a professional at anything. I'm so lost. And my financial and home situation makes me feel trapped. ok that's all I guess.