6 Months ttc.

[babonwy]

6 months of TTC

I am starting to feel a bit like a failure, But maybe its the Menstrual Hormones doing that to me.

I just hate this game, Month in and month out, Period comes Period goes, Dont know why I cant get Pregnant, Just cant.

I watch everyone around me get pregnant with no issue ( women who need a baby like they need a hole in the head) and get phone calls all the time about people getting pregnant.

(granted not all the moms who let me know they are preggers are undeserving and for those good moms I feel Great for them)

Maybe I feel worse because I have been hoping to Conceive for a whole year now but Just got my menstrual back 7-ish months ago...

Its like clock work every 28 days, I know I only have one fallopian tube left but still! They other is healthy!

Grrrr, I watch women day in and day out who shouldn't be mothers get pregnant over and over again but I try My Hardest to be the best mom I can be but Yet I struggle and have to fight for it!

I know I am just being whinny but it really sucks!

I did get a BFP around a Year ago now and It was the Greatest thing but ended up a Chemical Pregnancy! It was like God, Goddess, or whoever was going here you can have it! then Snatching it away just to be mean!

Again I know that I just sound whinny no need to tell me.

[MamaMulder]

May. 26, 2009 at 10:31 AM

You don't sound whiny at all. I am feeling exactly how you are feeling right now. My boobs hurt and I am sure my period is on its way. We have been trying for about 6 months, too. This is our first time even having to try, our first two came without warning. LOL! I dont have any idea what is going on. I just gave up on a friendship a few months ago because I didnt like the way she treated her children, now I got a phone call yesterday that she is pregnant. I havent felt more depressed in a long time! It SUCKS!!!! I am only 22, I dont know what could be going on...Damn. Anyways, mama. Good luck to you! Hope your wishes come true!!

[MamaJen74]

May. 29, 2009 at 4:55 PM

Well you know you've got all the prego dust I can possibly send your way.  I don't know WHY it's taking so long to happen...but it WILL happen.  You obviously have no problem with getting pregnant or you wouldn't have the girls.  Hang in there lover girl.