well those of you that know me know that Rick and i have had our ups and downs. well, we are completly in adownward spiral now. he has turned into a total child all the time now. if i go out to pay bills he calls me 3 and 4 times after i leave for stupid reasons. todays stupid reason was him asking if he had time to take a bath before he went to work. this was after i told him he couldn't call out because he didn't take a bath today. last time i looked he was an adult and knew how to tell time. but seriously last night was the big decision maker for me. i was sitting in the living room watching tv and he came out and finished drinking a 2 liter of soda we had. well while i'm sitting there he starts hitting me in the head repeatedly with the empty bottle and he wasn't doing it lightly either. i got fed up and once my brother got offline i got on just to get away from him. later that night he had Aidan in the bedroom with him and he calls me in the room to show me that he was going to sleep on his own and of course when i wen tin the room Aidan gets up to play. he also pulled a balloon off his wall and rick calls me in to fix it while he just stayed on teh bed. i'm just sick of his bullshit. we never go out and i think i can count on one hand how many times he has told me he loves me. he treats me like i'm just here to serve him and do anything he asks. i really don't need this anymore. he hasn't even bought pull ups for Aidan in over 3 months. and god forbid if i ask for even a new bra i get a big sob story about why i don't need something. i just wish there was a way for him to leave and no thave a huge fight over Aidan. i mean his own son won't go to sleep for him or come to him when he calls him. i do know someone that actually cares for me and wants to take care of me and my son but he doesn't have his own place right now and would not want to live with my family(we've talked about this so i know). i know i'm bad for cheatin gon him but how do you cheat on somone that doesn't seem to even want you anymore?