The strange thoughts I think.

My journal's a reflection of me.

 

Poetry and random works of writing from my high school days!

If love feels this way,
I want it to stay.
You're everything I need
You are perfect for me.
You take me to another world
You'll be mine, and I'll be your girl!
lonely days &lonely nights
wishing you were by my side.
your Love's like a sweet song
telling me nothing can go wrong.
when you hold me tight
the world disappears and all is right.
every time you say it, I know its true.
But the truth is,
I love you too!


Tasteless, no thought, just breath upon the wings of a songbird.
a song no longer sung, a tear shed in time, of days gone by. Never to return.

Can you handle this happiness? Can you feel the spirit of life? the nerves in your being? shattering, jolting you, shocking every element, encaptured,  rhapsody, unfulfilled til' death?

Collisions, spread their skys, spanning, colors, hatred, love, forever, emotions.


Hold my head up, give myself a little shake.
 Put on a smile, if only for your sake.

So now I'm learning to trust, giving myself false hope,
to gather up my smiles and show them to you.


Your psychedelic love touches the depths of my hear. Life will save us now. Together, we will hold forever strong.
 I love you! Words you will always hear, from me, from my heart.
If there is breath in me, I will

Forever is a test of our emotion, but each second is a gift to one another.
Oh, how I anticipate our life together, the love we'll make and we'll share.

Each kiss, a token of love and genuinely a kiss returned.
Excitement and charms are treasured from the birth to our grave.
A child's touch brought to our life, raised by our love, held in our arms.

After all is said and done, when we are ready, as one.

As one!


The mountain stands, distant, hard, unmoving. It's un-sheltered and completely un-bare.

The sky covers the mountain. The clouds, they come and go, color melting one shade to another.

One tree stands alone.

One tree stands alone, with nowhere to go. The millions of others singing songs of old but, one tree, stands alone.

One tree stands alone in a forest of dark. No temptations or burdens, just one solid heart.

But one tree stands alone.


When you left me I was cold and alone, and in the night, my heart beats like stone.
But you take away the pain when you look in my eyes. I see a different man in a veil of disguise.
 But I'm workin harder, just to get where I should be, Im getting stronger, just learning to be free.
The moon shines on my tonight and I'm learning in time, everything will be alright.
The moon shines on me tonight, The moon shines on me tonight.


I've withstood the storm, and the rain.
I've hid from hurt and from pain.
I've told some lies, afraid of the truth
I've been brought from hell and delivered to you.
You've held my hand, you brought me through, gave me grace and love, I know you are true.


Sleep
craddles me, my dreams insweep.
Since I can't have you, they hold and keep us together.
Night and day, I see you whild I
Sleep

Craddle me
Hold me
Keep my dreams
within my grasp, in light of, reach
collect, snuggle, cuddle me
while I
sleep

Dreams,
of us together in peace
in love we seem
we are, in reality.
and even in my
dreams.


Tired of being lonely

Lonely,
here I sit, desperately Im waiting for you.
to walk straight into my life
to give me wings and security, lead me with truth

Im so tired, nearly blinded by weakness,
from waiting, waiting, all I do is wait.

I can feel the calling, gravity, strings of destiny or fate.

I want that pull, that sudden leap and bound
straight into your embrace, your arms, secure me, with all of you heart forever

I dont want to fall in love, for that is only temporary
I want eternity, just the 2 of us, now together.


Concieted!

Concieted,
          Bitch,
              I'm not,
                       You see?
                             I hurt,
                                   do you?
But,
   If true,
          then why,
                   do you,
                        call me,

Concieted?



Product unused

a product was formed, unused, now it seems, from two very unhappy small objects.
unwanted, it stayed, as the years they did fade away, and now the product is just that, a product.

I was formed, unused, now it seems, from two very unhappy young people.
unwanted I stayed, as the years they did fade away, and now Im just that, a product.


Bulldozers and Matches

bulldozers and matches, come take me away, from all my concieted, self-iflicted pain.

come doze over this heart and burn this soul, that no longer lives in me, or this "home".


okay, thats all for now, I have plenty more but no time... gotta go be a mommy now that the young'un is up. Lol!

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