Im dancing as fast as I can and I still cant finish.

[mahharetsmom]

well i need a place to start writing the everyday stuff that i get mired in.  I realized that i am not the perfect housekeeper, but with a spouse who practices the art of sitting and kids who love me but wont really help me I am spinning and spinning..

Once upon a time I let things get out of controll and now Im paying for it dearly.   I am the mom who cant have anyone over because im disorganized and have a pile of laundry that makes the chaos at the united nations look like a walk thru the dishwasher.

I have often thought of asking for help from friends but im just too embarased by the level of ook.. I mean its not like call social services they are living in squalor, but its just  a messy mess thats messy..

my son, let me tell you is a beast.. he eats in his room against the rules and has begun a breeding program for fruit flies who have been abandoned at birth..   Today im going in there with trash bags and gloves so in theory this may be my last post as a human being...  perhaps ill live illpost again on friday if i do.. Have a field trip thing tomorrow with the youngest  yeah me.. i get to get out of the underworld.....

well any suggestions will be appreciated.. sorry it takes so long for me to get back on its just hard some days

Mahharet (aka) Marta.

[busywithkids]

Jun. 3, 2009 at 11:11 AM

mmmm.....my teen son also helps the nasty bugs. plus, the crunchy socks. 

I hear you.