2009 really sucks!!

[lovinmybabies04]

This is basically a vent. 2009 has totally sucked. January a friend lost her hubby from blood poisioning in day. Then two months later my great aunt died. Then  in april the only guy I considered to be like a father died. And now my hubby's grandma passed away today. He's in Iraq and I'm in Texas not anywhere near his family or mine. On top of all this the same time his grandma went back to the hospital my grandma also went to the hospital the same day. My grandma had a major heartattack. I also found out today that my grandma broke her arm at the damn hospital ..wtf. I just don't know what to do or say. I feel so alone. My poor hubby I'm not sure he's gonna be able to come home. Grrr I want to scream!! Grandma Ruth's funeral is on Wednesday not sure if he gets to come home if he's gonna get here in time. Please think good thoughts for my family  and my extended family. Pray he gets to come home. I don't know what's gonna happen if they don't let him come home. He's suppost to be a paul bearer(sp). His mom needs him so much. Thanks for reading. please let the ones you love know you love them. I've told mine but this just makes me want to tell them more. I know other's have lost loved ones to this year and I'm sorry for them. thanks for readin this was also a post.

[Disneymomma3]

Jun. 10, 2009 at 11:50 PM

I am so sorry sweetie! *BIG HUGS* I have been keeping you in my heart.