Out Of The Loop

[Katie911]

For the last week I have been without internet.  And I have been in a horrible state of withdrawal.  The damn internet is my connection to the world.    And for a week I was disconnected from everyone.  LOL

It also showed me how addicted to Cafemom and Facebook I am.  I could access my email from my phone, but not Cafemom and not Facebook.  It truelly sucked. 

In the week without internet a lot has happened.

1. My mom moved out.  It was the best day of my life.  We are still unpacking our boxes we had in storage.  I have this huge house for my family and still can't decide to put all our stuff!  Imagine that!

2. My mother had the gall to take the money I deposited for the house payment and pay her cell phone bill with it.  Luckily the house payment has not come through yet.  I promptly went to Staples, bought and filled out a contract that bind her legally to opening a new account for her use, I now have the debit cards for the other account.  And only the house and the electric payments will be coming through the old account.  The contract also keeps her from selling the house from under us.  As you can tell I don't trust my very much.  Or at all for that matter.  Sad but true.  I have to cover my butt, because she will screw us otherwise.

3. Kermit had his post-op appt yesterday.  He had his teeth cleaned and sealed under sedation the end of April.  The post-op lasted maybe 10 minutes. Which was good.  Kermit did awesome.  The dentist said it looked good and he'd see us in 6 months.  Which is also good since we have to drive 3 hours to Wichita to see this special dentists that will accommodate autism.

Overall I am doing well.  I have been diagnosed with centalized anxiety that sucks, but is getting better with meds.  I think it's because of all the changes and the stress of having to deal with a mother who seems to think we are made of money.  She's my mom and I love her.  But I don't like her if that makes sense.   I am glad to be no longer living with her.  My kids can be kids.  And I am being critized for everything.  And I hope I never lose internet again!  LOL

[gammasally]

Jun. 9, 2009 at 5:29 PM

we missed you and are so glad you are back amongst friends again. hugs.