I don't know if it's because Father's Day is coming up, but i've been thinking alot the past few days about how lucky and how thankful I am to have a husband like mine. He is such an amazing father to our daughters. No matter how tired he is when he gets home from a 10 hour day at work he always makes time to play with Sydney and hold Jade. Sydney worships the ground he walks on. We have been through so much together, and he has forgiven me more than once...when he probably shouldn't have. He has loved me through all of my faults. He makes me want to be a better person every day. This last year has been so amazing...we finally worked through all of our issues. We have been clean for a year now. We have never been closer. I look back on where we were a year ago...addicted to heroin, no money, fighting all the time, lying....we were so miserable. And Sydney all the while was just stuck in the middle while her parents were being immature and selfish. She has never held it against us though. And we still try to make it up to her everyday. She didn't deserve it for one second. I still feel guilty for alot of the things that I put her and my hubby through...but I can't dwell on the past..all I can do is make a better future. I just count my lucky stars every night that my husband stuck with me through everything. Me stealing money from him, cheating, lying...he should have left me...everyone was telling him to. If it wasn't for him telling me exactly what he thought and how much I was hurting him and our family, I don't know if I would be where I am today. He is the love of my life and I would change anything about myself to be with him forever. I truly believe in fate and destiny and I fully believe that we were destined to be together. He works so hard..countless hours to provide for his girls...not just the stuff we need, but to give us the stuff we want too. He makes so many sacrifices for us. He is the last of a dying breed. There aren't that many good men left in the world, and I definatly got one of them. I know I said it before but when i think about all the things that i've done to him and put him through...it just baffles me that he is still here...he should be long gone. I am so lucky that I came to my senses in time to fix myself and save our marriage. He is my world and I would be lost without him. I'm not saying that he doesn't have any faults himself...but we have both come along way in changing our faults...but his faults are one of the reasons that I love him so much. He just wouldn't be himself without his little quirks. Well, i think i've rambled on enough...I am whole heartedly, over the moon, out of the park, forever and ever in love with my husband. And I am one of the luckiest women in the world to have him in my life, and my daughters might not know just how lucky they are to have him as a father yet, but they will certainly know later just how lucky they truly are. He deserves for every day to be father's day. He deserves to be recognized every day for the things that he does. I love him with all my heart, and look forward to watching our girls grow up and growing old with him.