I guess it is my Birthday

[ColleenF30]

As much as I have tried to forget....it hasn't worked.  It seems I am officially 32 years old.  Looking back I never would have imagined 15 years ago that I would be here today.  I remember when all I wanted was to be an adult.  Ugh......how I desired to grow up.  Can I undo that wish now please???  

Actually just getting of high school I wouldn't have thought I would still be alive at this age.  I was still very suicidal at that age.  Yet here I am...I am married for the second time, after becoming a widow at age 29.  I am pregnant for my 4th child.  I am a stay at home mom, and I own my home.  I guess life really hasn't turned out so bad.  I have a few friends in real life, and many online.  Yes I am still a depressed shell of a woman at times, but I know I am not as bad as I was at 17.  So here is to 32 years!  32 years which have covered every emotion known to man.  32 years of life, and hopefully 32 more.

[pumpkin2s]

Jun. 13, 2009 at 2:11 AM

I will be 50 in November and cannot believe it!!  Especially the past 20 years have been crazier than I ever expected life to be???

I've battled depression for as long as I can remember ... But, try to surround myself with people and things that help me to embrace the joys of each new day ... Knowing that it is only in the events of this day that I can gather the strength to handle the situations tomorrow!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY & GOD BLESS YOU WITH MANY MORE!!!!

~ Paula ~