Life lately

[Dreamachiever]

Well, I should be in bed a sleep. But, I'm in bed and on the computer.  Laptops are great!  The last few weeks have been just crazy. I've mentioned my lack of sleep before, and it was due to some major problems in my marriage.  Now, I've been losing sleep due to the new business opportunity I have.  I literally lost sleep two nights last week when I joined because I was so darned excited!  Thank goodness my Gram wakes up at the crack of dawn or before so I can call her with the two hour time difference we have.  She's awesome, so I at least get a "treat" when I can't sleep.  It's the best time to actually get a hold of her, too, because she's one busy lady - at 84 1/2.  She'll tell you the 1/2, so I'm not really being funny.  Gramma finished her bowling season with 180 + score.  Yes, she kicks my butt at bowling!

So, two days of no sleep because of this new business.  Then, two days of no sleep because I'm debating really hard about putting my little one in a preschool a few days a week for a few hours each time.  He loves playing with the other kids, and I need to go out and make contacts and have meetings for my different businesses.  I never thought I'd put him in school.  The one's I like cost, too.  Just liket he jewelry that I like!  Nothing can ever be reasonable that I like.  Why is that?  Will I feel guilty?  Will I be motivated to use my time wisely if I do that?  Do I have the organizational skils to be efficient? 

I can't buy back my time.  I always thought I'd homeschool him.  Shoot, he knows so much now.  He's really good with his numbers and has known his abc's since he was a year or a year and a half old.  There's definitely other things that he can learn and share and play.  I'd love for him to learn a second language.  That's really important to me because of the usefulness of it and because it's easy to learn at 2 1/2.  He so much fun - but not always when I'm making business calls.  Sometimes, that gets a bit unprofessional.  You know what I mean?  Yes, I'm in home-based businesses to be able to spend my time with him.  It's kind of crazy.  We have to really invest our time in the beginning to make it all work.  Some people are so good at time management.  I'm not one - yet.  I think there's a big vacuum cleaner that just tends to sweep time up when I'm not looking.

So, I've got business, preschool vs no preschool and if no preschool, how am I going to do some of the things that I need to do?  I prefer the school scenerio to babysitters,  I think.  There are so many options.  I never thought I'd in this situation either . 

Every day is a new day and God provides all that we need.  I know that with the grace and favor and mercy He provides every day, everything will be alright.  Faith.  Trust. Oh, yes, it takesa lot of faith and trust.  Expand on this later.

My right eye is asking me to close it, so I better get off of here and respect my tired body.  I might actually get a full night's rest = well, it's after midnight, but anyway, at least 6 hours.  I'll hope for more than that.

If you are reading this, please feel free to comment, but be easy on me!

Good night, God bless you!

Diana

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