ummmm

[Areala]

I dont really know what to say here...Im a navy wife of 2 years almost.  We have been together for almost 3 years.  sometimes im a bit clingy and overly emotional.  Who isnt?  I love my man more than anyone will ever know and sometimes i get scared.  I get scared because he is 10 years younger than me and i feel like sometimes he will lose interest in me and want a change.  Specially when he goes on Deployments.  Ive always been insecure about myself, the joys of growing up with a terrible mother. My Husband is the greatest person alive in my eyes...He took in my girls like they were his own even tho he is 9 years older than my oldest kid....ya ya ya i know im gonna get bashed and i dont care.  I have a beautiful little girl with him and we are expecting our first son.  this post is kinda random and my thoughts are all over so its going to be confusing as i just write what is in my mind at the time.