ever since i was born i was rejected by females, i was born a female myself and grew up with a father and grandmother. i turned into a tomboy and every time i interacted with another older female (trying to find a motherly figure in mylife) it seemed like they didnt want to deal with me. i was never bad growing up, i was a good child and wanted to be taken in by a female, i wanted to be shown how to do hair, wanted my nails done, wanted to do womanly things. no one has ever taken an interest in me.  on here i have tried and tried to get women's advice on things, like a post about meeting my mother for the first time. and no one has commented to it. it hurts me becaue im so lost in all of this and what to do and i could use some adivce. the first time i got pregnant with my son my in laws never once talked to me about how to go about certin things while i was pregnant. i feel so alone in this world and alot i just want to die. what have i done to women that make them hate me? all i have ever wanted in my life was a mother and not woman i came into contact with wanted to help me..where was the motherly instinct that animals have? what the fuck?

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BrknW...
Jun. 23, 2009 at 4:28 PM

I don't hate you and from I read ....I think your preety cool. I have never read anything you post. But I will try to respond to your post if I know the info pretty well. For now all I can give you is...hugsand if you need anything you call e-mail me, too

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