And Breathe....Just Breathe....

[jillisue808]

Sometimes thats all we can do....slow down and take a deep breath. Whatever situation we are facing, sometimes if we just take a moment to catch a deep, cleansing breath it will help. I know with my own situation, going through losing a person I was sure was my soul mate, the one I thought I was going to be with forever because we had such a connection, it's hard to catch my breath sometimes. When I'm crying so hard and the pain hurts so much, if I could just calm down and take a deep breath I think it would help. It will help put things into perspective. He wasn't the one. He actually wasn't very good to me. God probably moved him out of my life to make room for the right one.  Even though the good times were very good, the bad times were worse. Going for over a week not hearing from him, the long distance, the mood swings, feeling like I wasn't good enough. I deserve better. My brother in law told me a few days ago that people like me, who love deep and with all their heart get hurt deep. That's true. I have come to realize that I do deserve better, I do deserve to be with someone who loves me as much as I love them. Maybe I tried to play it safe, maybe deep down I knew he wasn't the one and that he would never return my feelings. I just wanted for once in my life to be the exception, not the rule. Maybe someday I will be someone's exception.....