Nervous and have a question (not a peom)

[Soriano]

I am so nervous and excited about going to Mexico. I have not seen my hubby in 11 months and I want nothing more than to see him and everything to be wonderful. However I am so nervous what if I have changed, what if he has changed. What if he has not changed? What if we fight? I have so many what if’s in my head I just do not know what to do, say and or think. My biggest what if is what if we do not still feel that love for one and other that we had before. I would be crushed. Can and did our marriage make it through all of this craziness we have been through.

I think it has and will make it through all of this, but what if he does not feel the same way. This trip could change mine and the kid’s lives and am I really read to handle that. I feel as if this trip will help me understand just how strong our marriage really is..

So my question to all of you ladies who read this who have been separated from you hubby for one reason or another is this normal? Did seeing them again let you know how strong your marriage was?  Thanks for reading my craziness and I really appreciate and advice or comments.

[LindyLou]

Jun. 25, 2009 at 1:18 PM

Go with a positive mind and your heart open for love.  Your smile and happiness will mean the world to him.  It is normal and understandable to feel these feelings.  It will make you stronger. You are the woman for him! God Bless you and your family on your trip.

Love!

[LindyLou]

Jun. 25, 2009 at 1:21 PM

My Husband has told me numerous times, that it was my attitude and smile that kept him going there.  Don't be fooled though.  I cried and sobbed in his arms over our separation.  I recall desperate times.  But looking back, those seem faded. I am here for you girl, if you need to talk.