FIVE & A HALF YEARS & THREE KIDS LATER...........

[momof3trs]

       IF YOU'VE BEEN READING MY PAGES (FACEBOOK, MYSPACE, CAFEMOM, ETC) YOU WILL SEE WHY IT SAYS "I'M LOVIN' LIFE!!"

 

DEAR BRIAN,

                                          FIVE & A HALF YEARS & THREE KIDS LATER....

SO MANY TIMES, I TRIED BUT I NEVER FOLLOWED THROUGH...BUT FINALLY I DID, AND AS OF JUNE 3, 2009.... IT'S FINALLY OVER FOR GOOD!I

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO REALLY SAY GOODBYE......FOR GOOD THIS TIME! I FINALLY ENDED IT WITH YOU, AND GOT RID OF YOU! PLEASE, ...You thought you could break me (me, & my self-esteem) but you can't and you won't. You thought you could stop me...but I continue to succeed...because you can't stop my show. I don't stop, I grow!

Oh, yeah you wanted to break me, but I am strong, I am determined, and I WILL continue to do well in life.   I deserve better, and I will RECEIVE better; but make no mistake I still wish you well.  I forgive you . I forgive you for all that you have said and done (which Lord knows, you have done somethings) to me, the kids, my family, and others, etc....

It does me no good to carry hate, or anger in my heart, because then you have won and I'm a Christian, so I need to forgive, and pray about this. Besides, I'm not going to let you take me there anymore; I'm taking the higher road. So, I am not angry anymore. Hell, why should I be? I GOT RID OF YOU, and it felt good! (I have been trying to get rid of you for a long time!) It's your lost. We're better off without you.

You'll have to live with the fact that you are not apart of their (our childrens') lives. I could not imagine a day without them. They bring me so much joy; and they are filled with happiness, laughter, and love. I am proud to be their mother.  I hope you get all you want out of life and more. I know you may not want them, but they are here. You don't have them...I do.  Five years is long enough...Your actions are clear...that you want out...but the truth is I wanted out, long before I got rid of you and ended it. (Think about it, did I ever smile once, when you were around me?)

Like I stated earlier, I am not angry. I am clear. I am free. And more importantly, they are free.

Goodbye, and I hope you truly have a nice life. I hope you had a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

 

Livin it up & Lovin Life (FINALLY),

Theresa

 

P.S. I feel like I should celebrate...........