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barely functioning
- Jun 26, 2009 at 4:23 PM
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This week has really sucked!!! I've sunken into the pits of depression, yet again, but don't know how I'll get out this time. My cousin took his son back after having me raise him for 9 months. He's going to move to a different state and I'll never see jr again. All so he can get laid a month sooner. I'm heartbroken, we all thought of jr as part of our little family. And taking him only 2 months after our miscarriage!! I was just getting to the point of being almost normal again, and now this. They have the nerve to think that the only reason I'm upset is because of money, since we didn't get any support from my cousin the whole time I was taking care of his son. They think that promising to send us money will make everything ok again. Well it won't! Keep your money and give jr back!!!!! Thankfully dh is understanding, and has been taking care of pretty much everything, since I just can't. My girls have been extra cuddly since they know something's wrong with mommy. I want to behave like normal and snap out of it, but I just can't, my heart's not really into it. It got torn into pieces and hasn't figured out how to put itself back together yet. How do you get past something like this? I know I'll be ok eventually, it's just a long dark tunnell to look down, and I just feel like lying down and giving up.
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I'm sorry this happened to you, I will keep you in my prayers! Stay strong for your daughter, she still needs her mommy!
- Jjoneslagrange
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