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Thoughts by me!!!
- Jun 29, 2009 at 1:29 AM
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Here recently I have been so depressed... My son started daycare... My husband and I are facing extreme relationship issues that could possibly end up in a divorce... I just feel like my world is falling apart and I am just sitting here watching and there's nothing I can do... I have found some evil with in my husband I never knew was there... Almost to the point I don't want to look at him or even kiss him without being disgusted... What does it take for a man to hit a women??? In my husbands case talking... You ask one little question and he goes off the wall and hits and hits... I feel like I owe my son a father and I owe it to myself to make this work... But I don't want to do it anymore... Or do I... Is it possible they change... Sometimes I question my love and his... I wonder will this ever stop and we can be normal again... But oh well I still have my pride and joy and Jaden is my life... Everyday I wake up to his smile... He has become a very very entertaining baby... He loves to laugh, coo, blow bubbles, and he will pull you in with his sexy smile... I miss him so much while he is at daycare but I need to get use to it before I start working... I just hope I don't miss any big points in his life... I want to be there when he takes his first step, when he first crawls, and when he starts talking... He is my life and I am his and that's all we need... It feels good to get this off my chest and out... I just feel like I don't have anyone to talk to anymore and I try to sit my husband down and tell him how I feel but talking to a man is like yelling at a brick wall nothing will come of it...
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(((HUGS))) I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. Is it possible that medication will help your husband? I've seen people turn completely around once they addressed thier chemical imbalance. However, sometimes that is not the issue, and in that case...RUN. Of course, even if he can be helped with medication, you should still get out of the line of fire untill he is stabalized. Hugs again and good luck.
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