I miss my daughter

[DatDeal_03]

I cant believe I let her go so far. I know it was the best thing for me to do but I miss her badly. My daughter is in Arkansas and has been gone for 2 weeks. My grandparents want her to stay until Sept, but I don't think that will happen. She went down there to help me out. I was feeling bad for not being around (school, work, and internship) her. When I would leave, she would be sleep and when I returned it was time for bed. My husband is in Iowa finishing school and it was like she was missing 2 parents. It has helped me with her being gone because both of my grandmothers are home all day. She is getting the proper meals, playing, and she busy all day. I am very thankful for them helping my husband and I but I miss my baby so much. I get sick thinking about her being without me. She had never been so far away from us. You would think that I have no husband or child, that I would get a lot of rest. Not at all. Im still working 2 part time jobs, finishing my internship and trying to pack our things up. I don't get any sleep and feel like im about to go crazy. I can't wait to move in 2 weeks. I did not like it in Iowa, but I had a peaceful life. I was happy and I just want that back. I feel a little better. I guess I need to start writing in this journal daily.