Hurt

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To make a long story short. My brother died 11 years ago, my family filed a lawsuit and my sister and I got 15,000 a piece and my parents got $25,000 a piece in a settlement. Plus they fired the teachers responsible.

I was suppose to get that money when I turned 18. There is no money, my mom took it and took my sisters. How I don't know. But she did. She doesn't realise that we could have used that money. I have needed that so may times to help buy a house or get things settled. And she used it to go gambling.

My Great grandma passed away and my mom got an inheritance of $39,000. Shes lying and telling me she didn't get it and that when she does it will only e for $5,000. My sister is 23 and lies with her. My sister is now in on the lie. I'm not stupid, the money came out of one pot (if you can call it that)  and everyone else (my grandma, cousins and uncle) has gotten theirs.

My mom spent $3,000 on my sister taking her to TN and gave her $1000 to buy her DD clothes and toys. What really hurts (doesn't make me mad, it hurts my feelings) is that my mom wont help with anything. Not that she has to. But my sister has been living with them for 2 years and using my mom as a babysitter the whole time and my mom pays for their food, clothes, gas. My sister uses my moms car all the time. So my mom is already helping her out. We're having a baby in Oct. and are really stretched thin because of an accident my dh had.

Its just now hitting me how much my mom doesnt care for me. She always puts me down, always says mean things aout me and my kids. I tried to chalk it up to her eing stressed out, ut its clear my sis is the faorite and Im more of a nussiance then anything.