#$%^&*&^%$ < that is how I feel about today *EDITED*

[Momma_Halo]

So we are on unemployment and we put our money card in every monday or tuesday. Well they decided that it was a holiday week and they didn't have to send it in to our bank. So my husband and I have no money in the bank what so ever.

Then I need to register my car and THEY decided to shut down this friday too. So nothing is open and the only car that is registered has no car battery because that busted.

If I ever needed a miracle... like a job, winning the lottery, I won a new car... anything today would be that day. I am just feeling hopeless lately.

And all the quotes of God provides for his followers or the Goddess is watching out for me... it is just feels like none of that is true right now. I feel... unheard. Every time I go to an interview and come home being told no it just hurts. I was even turned down for a volunteer job at the hospital. So how am I suppose to get experience when NO ONE gives me a chance?

Our money is getting smaller and smaller and it all relies on me and I can't fix it. I have never been able to get a decent job and the ones I do get... the law permits them to fire me for any reason. The right to work state really sucks.

They want to know why I didn't work right out of high school... and all this stuff. Well I can't let my past with abuse be the reason I can't find a job... I just can't. For two years I wasn't allowed to work by my ex and then I left him and went back to school and I have been building my life up since then... and it hasn't been going anywhere. Some days I am wondering if this world is letting my horrible ex win... or it is just playing a game on me. I feel like crying but if I cry then I just feel weak.

So I am going from crappy job to crappy job. Where I am only paid enough to fill up my gas tank for two weeks and none of it goes to bills or nothing that was the reason I got a job in the first place.

I feel down today.

If anyone wants to attack me about being on the internet... I am on my mother in laws internet while I am doing homework.

Ok I feel better. I just needed to vent. It builds up over time and I am just letting it pour out.

[nakoal87]

Jul. 3, 2009 at 5:32 PM Have you ever tried working from home? You don't even need the internet,although it does simplify things. You don't have to go from "crappy job to crappy job" anymore go to www.workathomeunited.com/heathers to find out more

[Guaranteed]

Jul. 3, 2009 at 8:45 PM

I'm so sorry  : (

We are right there in the same boat with you...Ramon's been looking for a job with no luck whatsoever. Our savings have dwindled to an amount that would only cover a grocery bill. It's hard to keep your head up when you keep getting knocked down. He had an interview with a job that sounded very promising, but when he went, he realized it sounded more and more like a scam. I was a sucker and got my hopes up, only to be disappointed.

Ramon doesn't even get unemployment, because his job doesn't tell people in the office that the person is fired, so they mark them down as "no call, no show", and then the company gets to say they quit. That makes me SO MAD.

[sherriet]

Jul. 4, 2009 at 12:14 PM

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