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About a week or so ago I wrote a journal about my mother where I was very upset with her because she shoplifted and I thought that she was back to her old habits or smoking crack. I feel like such a fool. Not because I was wrong cause she did steal but this past Sunday I got a call from her husband saying that she had an aneurysm! She had to be life flighted to another hospital in order to get treatment. It burst in her head on Monday and while going in her brain trying to repair it they found another one!!! She has tubes all in her body and a hole in her head. Worst of all she keeps bleeding and they don't know how to stop it they just keep draining it. I was so mean to her. So so mean my sisters where too. And while I have told her that I was so sorry for being cold to her and how much i loved her i keep thinking that I am going to lose her and the only thing that she will be thinking is how mad i was at her. i am not ready to lose my mother. and my grandmother has a bad heart. she already lost one child and her youngest one has kidney failure. this thing with my mother is going to kill her for sure. I cant go thur that i cant lose two important women in my life at one time i dont think that i am strong enough that would make me the oldest and i would have to carry on all the traditions but i cant. i just cant . i dont want to lose my mother please could anybody somebody just pray for me pray for her please. her name is Debra. and she is my everything.
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Dear Lord, Thank you for Debra and all that she has meant to her family. Hold her in your loving and gentle arms at this time. Give the doctors the widom to heal her, make her whole. Comfort her family Lord. Let them know that you care for them so very much. Thank you father that you are good, and that you have a purpose in all of this. In your name, Amen.
Everything is gonna be fine your momma will not fault you and you have asked for forgiveness and God has forgiven you. We are praying for your mom and you. DON'T LOOSE FAITH
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I am praying for you and your Mama and your entire family. Don't give up! God IS watching over you! God Bless. *Hugs* Love, Stacey