I was scared to death.

[Angelspellbound]

I found out today that my dh grandmother Irene had a heart attack this week. I was scared to death. I love this woman and she was at my wedding. She has always been a strong person. She has always taken care of everyone esle.

Now, My mil told me today. I was shocked. We dont have a phone, but she and my fil came by last night to invite us over for dinner today. She said she thought she told us. I said no but just brushed it off when she said she was coming home today. 

The scary thing was I was watching t.v. tuesday(the day she had a heart attack) and I felt like crying all day that day. I was watching Harwthorne a new show on TNT. The story on that night was about a older women on life support and she was brain dead. Her son was left to make the choice to shut the life support off. He did not want to say good bye. Harwthorne did everything to give him more time but his sister stepped in and got it done. I cried like I knew someone in my famliy was dieing. It was really weird to me.

I have always been that way. Crying whenever I know someone close to me is dying. 

Until today I didnt know why I was crying. I love this woman and she is such a wonderful person. 

I am glad she came home today. Now, someone is taking care of her instead of the other way around. 

Please if you take the time to read this, call someone you havent talked to in a while. You will be surprised at how much it will make you feel better.

Angel Spellbound.