ANOTHER BABY STEP

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 I SPOKE TO MY DAUGHTER SHES GOING ON VACATION AND WENT SHOPPING. I TRIED TO HIDE MY PAIN SHE KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG. I FOLLOWED THE RULES AND HAVE WAITED FOR THE FINAL INVITE TO VIST WE DIDNT SET A DATE ONLY SAYING SUMMER. AS MOST MOMS WHO HAVE LONG DISTANCES ITS TUFF TO PLAN ESPECIALLY WHEN THE NORMAL LIFE STUFF JUST HAPPENS. THE REAL REASON FOR THIS JOURNAL IS I EXPRESSED MY TRUE FEELINGS AND I DID HEAR AND SENCE HER NEED TO SAY IM SORRY FOR NOT RECONIZING YOU. WE CHATTED AND EXPRESSED MORE DESIRES SHE TOLD ME I WISH U WERE HERE TO HELP ME SHOP.......I CRIED WHEN WE HUNG UP U SEE IM FROZEN....TO FAR TO DRIVE ALONE AND I WONT FLY TO MUCH FEAR .       JUST ANOTHER CHAPTER OF WHAT THEY TOLD ME ''YOUR DOING THE MOST UNSELFISH THING BY GIVING HER AWAY''.........

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