why things happen

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They say god only dishes out what he thinks you can handle, well I have had my share of it, battling my own health has not been so great lately, then on july 3 I was bitten by a spider that made me sick and in th er 2 times , my husband has been laid off since january and now his back went out the surgery didn't help. Courtney is type 1 diabetic and on the pump so today we find out that the infusion sets she was using have all been recalled,my niece overdosed, leaving behind 4 children 2 deaths in the family back to back. now Seira who is 7 has to have test done to find out if she has water around the heart, or something else going on for the rapid weight gain15 lbs extra in 6 months, went from a size 6x to a size 10. so please no more,I am stressed out to the max, don't know wherre to turn anymore. I just been away to long from herre and all my friends, that alone makes me a bad person, making new friends then leaving them hanging, thats just not me I am so sorry.