New perspective on sahm

[aeemom]

I stayed home with my youngest for the first 5 months and everything was wonderful. I decided to get a job and work the two days a week my husband is off. I am one of those moms that is not going to put my children in a day care. Never have and hope I never will. Anyway I have realized this past week that I absolutely need those 2 days away. I have been off for 8 days now and I am going crazy. Tuesdays I didnt think I was going to make it til my hubby got home. He was gone 12 hrs that day and I was counting down the minutes. LO and I cried together a few times that day. Being home and being so frustrated made me feel like a horrible mother. I dont like the feeling that I just want baby to go away. I feel like a human jungle gym. I havent felt like this until now. Hubby and I are taking the older kids to six flags for the weekend and baby is staying at grandmas. Couldnt have come at  a better time because I am ready to miss him so I can appreciate him when I get home. For those of you that do this day in and day out, you are saints. I want to enjoy my kids more and cant do it when im stressed to the gills.