Baby Dreams

[Raphaeline]

Last night I dreamed I had triplets.  When I woke up, it took me a while to remember that I've only got one in there.

I dream about babies all the time now!  For some weird reason, I usually dream of girls, even after I found out I was having a boy.  Usually I'm scrambling to keep up with what baby needs, so I can only assume that this is my way of dealing with my anxiety over being a good mom.  I read and read and read about pregnancy and birth and babies and toddlers and you'd think at some point I'd have some basic confidence in my abilities to handle everything... but apparently it's just not that easy.