Love my baby girl

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Motherhood has been more intense than I originally thought it would be. I expected to deeply love my child, what was unexpected was the feeling of such great attachment, I love my furbabies, but it is like they are their own entity while Illusia is still part of me and time apart from her feels like a cord stretched too tightly, cutting off my circulation.

Been suffering without nternet since we moved, but been getting more reading and writing done. I love the area, mostly, there is a beautiful park that I love visiting and Illusia loves it too. We saw geese galore and had a nice walk, about a half a mile in length. Weill, I walked, she was in her snuggli looking around.

Anyway I am half awake and probably making no sense, but I just wanted to post and let all my mommy friends know I apperciate the online company and anyone in the Derby area that is interested in having a mommy get together sometime at the park or whatnot, let me know.

Post again, hopefully from my own house with some web access.

 

S