I'm so sad

[shannipoo714]

 I'm really missing my Gram today.  I'm not sure why, today of all days.  It's not her birthday or Christmas or anything like that.  I'm also stressed about money, not that that's unusual, but it's worse right now.  I work about 60 hours a week and my husband works a lot too and we never have enough money, just for the basics.  I'm getting to go out for a much needed girls' night out tonight, but I feel guilty about spending money.  I just want things to get a little easier, some breathing room would be nice.  My stomach hurts all the time from anxiety and I'm always snapping at the kids and hubby for no good reason.  UGH!  I just want to feel like myself again.

[pumpkin2s]

Jul. 26, 2009 at 11:45 PM

Awww!!  I know how you feel!!  My Mom passed 3 yrs. ago on 7/19 but I'm missing her still about every day ... Sounds silly to some but I think it's just that closeness that no one hears your heart like that special loved one??

God knows what you need for comfort and maybe you'll have a dream & a sweet Blessing to give you some Peace!!

~Paula~