Dear God

[KenziesMommy143]

Dear God,

Please help me find strength within my self to find happiness deep down within me... I don't think I am strong enough to deal with the way my life is.. I just need a little encouragment..a boost of esteem... a sign that tells me that everything will be okay...

lately ive been feeling really ALONE.. yea I have an amazing bf and my daughter is EVERYTHING to me.. but something is missing...

there has gotta be soemthingm ore to my life than being a mother..  Something that'll make me realize why I am so sad and unhappy all of the time.. I get headaches every night because everything gets to me..

theres gotta be something more..

because life right now...is lonely, sad, and Im ready to explode..

[SAHMomOf3]

Jul. 22, 2009 at 3:40 PM

I know I don't live close- but I'm still your friend. You can talk to me on here, call me if you need to- whatever. It's hard being young, and being a mom. While our friends are partying, and getting drunk, we're up at night with little ones, cleaning up after them during the day, and just hoping to get a minute to ourselves before the day is over. I know exactly how you feel. I became a mother at 17. I didn't get the "teenage" years to party. Most of my friends are just graduating college- I just had my fourth kid. I wouldn't give it up for the world either, but I do miss having friends to do things with. I have "playdates" now. On occasion, I have lunch with Lisa (officmgr). I look forward to those lunches- a month ahead of time. Anyway, I know how you feel. It'll get better, just hang in there! PM me if you want my cell number, I'm always available to talk. Even if I don't answer right away, I will call  you back as soon as I have a minute.

[kaydensmommy08]

Jul. 24, 2009 at 1:01 AM

i feel the same welive so close to eachother and im sry we havent found the time to hang yet. i dont get much of a chance to get on here anymore but if you ever need sum1 and want to chill you can give me a call or text me. it sucks feeling like crap. ive sat down and asked myself "is this rly how the rest of my life is going to be?" i wake up take care of kay all day then go to bed and do it all the next day. i miss being able to get dressed up and go out. and i rly miss having that "girl time" i just try to look at kay and remember shes the best thing thats came out of my life. but rly you can give me a call whenever you want.