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am i pregnant again? i need help
Jul 22, 2009 at 11:34 AM
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well hi my name is jessica and i think i might be pregnant again!!!,

im 20 years old, i dont think im ready for another baby, i already have one, shes is 18 months, and shes my everything, and if i am pregnant again, then the baby is going to be my everything too, but im just scared, cause im not with the father of my child, i broke up with him rite after,

ok so this is were i need help.

so me and my ex, had sex, we did use protection and the condom broke. next morning i did take morning after pill, but when i went to the clinic the doctor told me that i migth be pregnant or might not, ok so she put that on my head, so my last period was on the 18 of june, so that makes me 4 days late, and ever since last month thats been on my head,

so i dont have any sypthoms, well just that i been going to the bathroom alot, but it might be cause i drink alot of water, and i been going to the bathroom at nite, and i never go to the bathroom at nite,

or maybe its in my head, i do have cramps like if i got my period, but no period is there,

so im patiently waiting to find out, if by saturday i dont hve my period then im gonna get tested, i really dont wanna be pregnant, not because i dont want the baby, because if i am pregnant my baby is gonna be welcome to my world and im gonna love it the same way i love my daugther, but i dont wanna b pregnant because im not ready to be a mom, because were i work i have to lift alot of heavy stuff, so if i am i might have to quit my job and that means no money, so i dont know, im afraid, and abortion or adoption is not on my dictionary i will never ever do that to my child, but im just scared to be again, i think about it and think of how much another baby is gonna bring me as much joy as my daugther brong me,

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