I just wanna pull my hair out! (I need advice!!!)

[witchfantasy]

Lately things have been frustrating. I've tried to address the issue a few times just to have the door shut in my face (figuratively speaking). I ponder and wonder and think and analyze until my brain hurts and just can't figure out how to get through.

There have been some good things happening in life but somehow those things seem to be overshadowed by this one thing that keeps nagging me. Some of you I've already talked to about it and have gotten some useful advice for it, but all in all it still seems fruitless. Again I have that feeling like I'm spinning my wheels but not getting anywhere! I can't even remember how to do half the things that used to make me happy.

Day by day, slowly things seems to just sit and fester in my chest and I want to say something, I get up the guts to say it and then chicken out, 'cause I don't want to deal with more stress or drama. I'm hitting an unwavering brick wall, and I feel like soon I'm going to go into "Robot Mode" and just go through life like that, but I don't want to do that. I want to enjoy life and know what I feel is real and that the feeling is mutual! Instead of always thinking "Hmm... I wonder?!" Any advice?

[SalemWitchChild]

Jul. 22, 2009 at 7:48 PM

Well without the full details I really can't give you good accurate advice. But it sounds like your afraid to make a change in your life. And all I can say is to get past that fear. It just takes one step at a time.