Emotions are running............

[MamaSteed]

My emotions are running high and have been all week.  I want to cry and to yell at the same time! I am a wreck, I knew this day was coming and have dreamed of it for 3 years.  Now I am scared, nervous, anxious, scared (oh I already said that!) excited and soooo very thankful to God and to Dr Levin.  Well thankful for my husband too...........without his support I wouldn't be here either.  I will miss my belly , but at the same time I want my body back.  The bond I have with this child will be changed tomorrow.  My pregnancy has been great and sooo peaceful (well except for some sleepless nights!)  This experience has been so great and I will miss my belly. 

I am worried about my other kids at home, I am always there for them and for 3 days they will be in someone elses care.  I know they will be fine and I need to relax, but my "OCD" comes out when I think that I have no control. Im not really a control freak, just don't want anyone to have to be sooo put out on my account. 

I know things will be fine and this time tomorrow(well earlier) I will have a beautiful little girl that we will enjoy and welcome to the family. 

A big thankyou too all my Cafemom friends that have lent sooo much support and friendship and continue too.  I will be back soon!  With love, care, friendship and sooo much thanks!

xx Hugs xx  Celeste