The funeral.

[tool_mommy]

My great grandmother's funeral was today. It was super small. Just myself, my hubby, two of my sisters, my mother, my grandmother and grandfather, and three family friends. I didn't break down at the funeral, which I'm very surprised about. I guess it was just the fact that I didn't want everyone seeing me like that, but again it could have been because it just hasn't really hit me yet. I just sat in front of her casket, staring at it, not completely taking in the fact that her lifeless body was inside it. It'll hit me sooner or later, and I'll break down probably in a grocery store or something. But for now, I'm alright. Thanks for all your love and prayers ladies.

[Mrs.Killer09]

Jul. 24, 2009 at 4:00 PM

i'm sorry dear, once it finally happens and after you get it all out you will feel alot better and oddly at peace about it, best of luck