Just as you think.

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Just as you think, there is a light at the end of the tunnel and things are starting to look up something happens and knocks you down a notch or 2, but wih the light and strength of Jesus and God next to me, I know I will get through this and I will be stronger then ever. 2 more months and I will start getting paychecks again which will help out a lot. I so hate summers they hurt us so bad. I know I can always go find another job. But when you get off without paying for daycare. Why go find a job that you will need a babysitter. By wokring for the school district I have most of the days off that my children did and up until this year I had my children with me at the same school. So they went with me and came home with me. This year will be a little diffrent and little complicated but I know my family is strong and we will make it through this some how. The good news is we still have our house, Thank god for my wonderful mother she is helping us be able to come up with a plan to make sure we always have rent, of course in the middle of this month they all stepped up and offered to watch my kids if I wanted to get a part time job at night. I thought about it but couldnt see me doing it I would of felt bad quiting after a month of starting. Working going to school and taking care of my children is enough for me to handle I couldnt imagine throwing another job onto the mix.