....because I don't know who I am...

[ElizabethDawn]

Im sorry, but I have to complain. My head hurts all the time, Iv had this constant headache and it wont go away. Im under so much stress with being prego and 19 and jobless and having moved to a diffrent town and trying to plan the wedding...I just feel like screaming. Depression has hit and I cant talk to anyone I know about it, but I have a dr apt on monday and im going to talk to him about it....I just need Jesse to be my supportive partner and hes not, not right now atleast I had a breakdown lait last night and told Jesse I had to go home all he said back was okay well im going camping....seriously im breaking down and freaking out crying all the time and am so moody and he is okay with just taking off and going to the lake to drink with his friends and all that. I just need some support and I NEED him to realize the second you find out your pregnant your life changes you cant do alot of things that you used to and that just because he still can doesnt mean he should just leave and go drink just becauase....IDK sorry thanks for letting me rant.

[Kellyjude1]

Jul. 24, 2009 at 8:15 PM

 I am so sorry for what you are going through.  You are doing the right thing by talking to your doctor about how you are feeling.  From your post it seems you just have a lot on you, and I can imagine this has to be so hard.  Especially dealing with everything by yourself.  Try and just take one day at a time.  Hopefully things will get better. 

[ElizabethDawn]

Jul. 24, 2009 at 8:41 PM

Thanks :)

(Original Poster)

[Kina2308]

Jul. 25, 2009 at 11:23 PM

I'm sorry that you are having a hard time with things....I know what it's like to not feel in control and want to scream from the stress...been there.  If you need someone to talk to who can relate to some point, please let me know...I would love to help in anyway if needed!!

It will get better...that is what I always say, it gets me through the day.