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My final one
Jul 25, 2009 at 11:06 PM
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I go see the dr on tuesday, im praying he will give me permission to not do this last cycle of chemo.. He said at my last appt that if this cycle was rough that he may let me just stop and this cycle has been really rough so im praying he will stop now.. For the ones who has been keeping up, this august will make two whole years ive been doing chemo.. My body just isnt liking it anymore and I can tell how much more tired and stuff I am this time around so I think its time for a break.. A body can only handle so much you know..

I found a knot looking thing on my left shoulder, its been there quite some time but I had my surgeon look at it about a year ago and he said it was a black or white head so I never really bothered with it, well recently ive noticed it still here so I showed the chemo nurse and she said it looked like an infected hair follicle but she wants me to show the dr tues which of course I will so now Im worried about that.. My heart has been fluttering alot here lately so Im gonna tell him id like to have another MUGA scan which shows the activity of your heart..

Anyways Im just anxious to be over with chemo for a while and get back on my feet, I hate spending the majority of the day in bed taking naps cause im just too tired or nauseated to get up and do anything.. Please keep me in prayer I can put this all behind me once and for all.. Love you my friends..!

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Jul. 26, 2009 at 1:45 AM

I will be saying a prayer! And, I really hope you will be done...you have done enough!! Please let us know what he says about the "lump" and your heart activity. Maybe it's all anxiety (the heart)? I'll be praying!!