I don't know i feel stuck as a parent some times. I haven't been able to do me anymore. I don't go out hangin with the girls anymore or just out for a drink or to the movies with my boyfriend. I think I need a break. What can I do? I have no babysitter for a getaway. Their father won't take them but if he did they wouldn't stay. I just feel so shitty and Old. I am only about to be 24 and I feel like I am 80. Dinner is promptly at 6 then 8' oclockis bed time for me and my children they I awaken at 6 to getmyself ready for work and get them ready and packed off for daycare. I get to work at 7:45 am lunch at 12 off at 4 my life is to predictable it has never been this way. I feel Like I am going to lose it. I want to experience some freedom some down time away from the kids but my family doesn't understand they will not help. I am hopeing things change before I just run off and spend a night or two away. I feel I deserve it. I am a single mom raising to girls on my own and running a house. maintaining the office 5 days a week and being super mom on the weekend. I feel I deserve a break.
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