Okay today was a very trying day emotionally and spirtually and found the one thing that gave me sheer joy and happiness was looking into Kendall's eyes.  Hearing her laugh. I am so in love with her that it almost hurts, I mean I just am ...I just can't describe it. Of course though just as I'm having these feelings, I start to think about Max(bun in the oven for those who don't know). I was just thinking about how Kendall is my best and closest and favorite friend, how will I have enough room and love to have that deep of relationship with Max? I dunno, it was just on my brain and I needed to get it out. I am sure God will take care of it all I just get a little worried about my ability to share my love.

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SThom...
Jul. 31, 2009 at 10:01 PM

i understand exactly what you are talking about! i only have one child. my mom always told me-there is always enough love for another child. lol. sounds corny but it works for me. love is infinate-you will always have enough and never run out. your heart can/will hold more love than you can imagine. :)

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runam...
Jul. 31, 2009 at 10:26 PM

Just know that you will love them each the same amount but in different ways, they are each different people and need to be loved in different ways, things that work with your oldest will not work with your youngest and vice versa. I have 6 kids and love them all greatly but differently... and they all know it.. good luck.. you;ll figure it out..

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