PreSchool For my daugther

[MommieOf2007]

Well this is my first time posting a journal so I don't what to say but talk about how scared I am of my daugther starting preschool.. Shes getting older now.. I wanna be happy for her but then I wanna cry.. i love her so much.. It's just like yestaurday I was in labor with her and having a c section after all.. I feel like I just found out I was having a girl and going thru the letter Ms B/c some reason I liked that letter.. Until my mom said Miracle bc she was a miracle baby I wasn't even suppose to have kids..  I love her alot.. I have over came alot espically how to be a good mother to her and her younger brother and sister.. I can still be her friend but ehr parent also.. She needs me like I need her.. I was scared at first when I found out I was pregnant with her.. I cried my eyes out./. But I knew I need her like she needs me. She derveves alot. My kids are my world.. She loves her family.. When I see her all I wanna do is smile.. I was so happy when  I seen her on ultra sound for the first time or when I heard her heart beat.. I knew she was mine.. She's so happy she's starting school.. she wants to go.. I can't believe she starting already.. Soon her brother and sister will be right behind her..