Kierstyn's 3rd birthday in heaven tomorrow...

[truckchickie]

 

~~ I can't believe that Kierstyn would of been 3 yrs old tomorrow...~~

-I will never understand why there are so many of us that have been chosen for our lil angels to join god before we do...

I can't say that I enjoy my daughter being in heaven but am thankful for healthy and happy babies after she went to heaven...

Her lil brothers keep me going so much more than I thought they would!!

I have my bad days, just like any other mother that lost a child .. I do try and keep my head held high in hopes to stay postive for my boys..

-Life still moves forward, even at our worst moments- It's hard to except at times because I imagined my life alittle differently without the hard balls being thrown at me so hard..xoxo

Well lil girl in a few days will be another wonderful birthday that you'll be celebrating in heaven instead of with me...

-Life without you isn't the same. Others seem to forget your name. If everyone else only could see that hearing your name does help me... The pain at times is so real, -Life goes on--although you are gone. Some old friends are different-- and new one help Mommy move on. I wish everyone could see-- You that lives on in me.... -You are my child, And will always be.... xoxo

 

LOTS of hugs and kisses beautiful little girl..

xoxo

[Kay2Kay]

Jan. 26, 2010 at 11:42 PM

You sound so much like I feel. It has been OCT> 23 > 1970 since I had my first baby. He was born an ANGEL. I didn't even get to touch him. And now my family even to his daddy don't understand when I say HE would be 40 years this year. Everybody just ignores me when I talk about HIM. I can't stand that He si and always will be my baby. Someday they will all see my baby CHRISTOPHER........So I do see how talkign about Little Kierstyn can bring a smile to your face, I always bake HIM a birthday cake....MY favorite Coconut....I think it would be his favorite too. I wanted a littel boy first so bad,when he was born they didn't tell me if the baby was boy or girl,I knew he ws a boy. When we had our daughter 2 years later she was born on April 1st. my husband told everybody HE was having him a little boy first then a little girl....She was born He starts saying well She was a boy until the clock turned to midnight and April Fool day then He changed into a girl to fool me....I say  NO you were right all alone...We had a BOY first and a Girl Second...  LOL....Our angel baby playing together in heaven so much happiness......thanks fro your story...your little boys are so cute. I went on to have two girls and another boy....God IS good....