WTF Where You Thinking Mom - Adult Content

[beatymomof2]

Alright, so if it's not one thing in my life right now it's another.

I feel like I'm a mess and don't know how I'm going to change that.

About a month ago my mom called my brother and said that Russ (who mom has been with for like 14 years and has been a father to me in every since that my actual father was not, even though I don't know who my father is biologically speaking but that's a whole different entry) kicked her out, she needed a horse trailer to pack her things up, was there anywhere to rent up there, he caught her with Brandon.  To find out later, she tried jumping out of his car which caused him to drive recklessly therefore causing him to get picked up for drunk driving (don't approve of anyone driving drunk - but seriously mom, 2 people get picked up for drunk driving when with you).

Fast forward to this weekend.  Got a phone call on my way to Wayne's Q125 parade.  Russ called me.  He is worried he will never see my children again because he is kicking mom out because he caught her on Friday night in the garage cheating on him (assuming Brandon again) and she is on a roll today (as in drunk of her ass and it's only 5 pm) and admitted that this has been going on for 5 months.

Note:  Russ has nothing to worry about this our his grandchildren not matter what happens to him and mom and nothing will ever change that.

 So mom and I had been going through a lot of the similiar stuff - living with an alcoholic who was not worry.  Only difference is mom's alcoholic (Russ) admits that he is one and he has a savings account worth more than my house and he owns 2 pieces of property - paid cash for the one they live in right now.  My alcoholic (my husband) won't admit he is one and in the course of the last 3 years was in jail for 7 months, was out of work for 9 months, worked 12 months, out of work for 5 more months, and now has been working for 4 months.

YET I WOULD NEVER CONSIDER CHEATING ON MY HUSBAND BECAUSE THE ISSUES.

Not only is she cheating on Russ but she is cheating on him with a kid that is a year younger than me who graduated with her second child (my sister) and is 4 years old than my brother.  That is so totally gross and wrong in many ways unimaginable.  HE IS FUCKING YOUNG ENOUGH TO BE HER CHILD.  What are you thinking mom.  This I will never understand.  What do his parents, your friends, think?  Bet they don't even know.  Will you tell them?  I bet not, bet you'll cover it up.  I  always knew you were a whore (bet you don't know that I know that my freshman year in high school you cheated on Russ in your and Russ's bed with another man, you snuck him in after we were all sleeping, had sex with him - yes I heard it all, than snuck him out.  first of all the back door isn't an quiter than the front and second of all you knew i wasn't feeling good i had a yeast infection on top of my period and running a fever and had a huge competition for FFA the next day - in which i was so pissed at you that i let my parli pro team down, yet you don't know i know this nor will you ever).  How many other times have you cheated?

Did you cheat with this one because he and you can smoke dope together?  Since Russ doesn't approve of that but has put up with it for 14ish years.  And you know damn well how I feel about it.  You know if I ever heard you did it when your grandchildren were around you would never see them again.

I can tell you know that I don't trust you enough for Q to spend the week before his birthday with you like we planned.  And it will be a long time before either Q or M to spend any time with you alone.  I will not nor will I ever let them stay in a house with you if your new guy is in the picture.  Russ, Joe (father-in-law), Tom (birth certificate dad), Jim (possible real dad), and Mike (step-father-in-law) will be the only papas to my children ever and nothing will change that.  We will not stay with you if he is in the house you will move to.  He is not welcome in my house.  By cheating on Russ with this guy you have really messed up your future with your grandkids.  I'm not mad that it is over with you and Russ (disappointed, sad but if you were unhappy I can't be mad).  I am mad because instead of ending it you chose to cheat.  CHEAT!!  Not only just cheat on him with somone else but with someone younger enough to be your child.  Why?  Was it worth?

[beatymomof2]

Aug. 11, 2009 at 11:00 AM

So found out yesterday from my sister (who was tired of everyone asking where mom was so she went to the town mom lives in and found her) that mom wasn't going to tell us anything happened until she was all moved out.  AND she is mad at Russ for telling me.  Ummm, he has been like a dad to us for over 15 years so why shouldn't he tell us especially since he wanted to explain why he was kicking you out and why he couldn't get past that you cheated on him for a 2nd time in less than a month (catching you anyway).  Seriously mom, what happened to you.  I know that you were unhappy but I didn't think it was this bad.  I mean to cheat!!!!!  WTF.  I'm worried about you but scared to talk to you because I am upset.  Yeah I'm 26 and I had visions you guys would be together forever.  I'm just as delusional as a 8 years seeing her mommy and daddy get divorced.  Good thing I was 4 when it happened the first time.

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